Thursday, February 26, 2009
8:36 PM ● SAD.CRIED.REALITY HURTS ALOT.

lesson learned:
REALITY HURTS A DAMN HELL LOT!!!
today was the semi's of east zone championship.
GreenView vs Anglican
we lost 2-3.
only the doubles won.
i won, but still the sadness that overwhelmed me was.. not any least from the rest ...
firstly would like to say a very big THANK YOU to 4E2 and 4E3:D
thanks allot for all ur supports :D
u guys were GREAT!!!
well i totally broke down after we lost the decider, chun yang its ok man :)
just make sure you whack them next year . FOR ME!!! :D
soo like i was saying. just broke down...
i was staring at my shoe, den my eyes started to become watery. and coach was like debrifing,
den while he was talking, my tears came rolling down, damn i tried my best to hold them back, but the thought of us actually losing, and not even being in the finals.... that was just the thing dat broke me down to pieces...
i began to start crying like mad....
man, i broke down bad.... everyone was trying to comfort me.. thanks alot. but well just needed to let oout all that emotions...
well continued to keep sobbing like for half an hour.
Khim Tong, well thanks alot for ur support :)
yea it was true they were a better team overall. and well i did my best and won and well we win as a team and we lose as a team.

thanks Shaun Boon oso for really help me stop sobbing :)
thanks for sticking next to me, man, i tink if u din say all those stuff i tink i emo-ed all the way until now sia, i was still trying to stop crying despite soo many ppl supporting me, soo u can see i was in total break down.
well after pulling myself together and face the true reality, well ok ok i accept the fact that we lost.
haizz... its ok guys, no one was at fault :) dont hold anyting against anyone :)
well today was the same thing happened wen i was C boys. it was almost like reliving my past.
it was the same, Gv vs Ahs and Vs vs Cch.
and Gv lost in a decider. well i did break down the last time and it was no different today except it was WORST... well the only difference is now that. i have matured. i dont blame anyone for the lost,i accepted the fate that we lost and that nothing can be done to reverse. soo its ok guys :D
tmr playing Chung Chen High, for 3rd and 4th placing
this one make sure gt 3rd cos despite noeing im gonna kick ass, cannot over confdent suddenly they all eat drugs LOl...
soo all the best for tmr.
and for the rest of the GVBT!! next year, get back that title!!!
well for now seems that after this tournament i better start concentrating on studies :)
iwan go MJC :D hahaha xD
k la til here before i start sobbing ,.. haha sbuhbye :D

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )